meganlala's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i think this is goodbye. to be honest, and i'm thinking that this has been coming for a while, and also that i'm the last one to be aware of it, so, i think i'm done writing here. my updates have been more and more sporadic. i think in many ways, diaryland was a way to help me sort through the shit that was piling up in my head. i could be wrong. i know i needed the friends i made here while i was "in love" with the dill. but it wasn't love, and it wasn't a trusting relationship, and it was hurting me, and i needed people to talk to. this online community provided that for me, and for that, i very much thank you all. jax, lyns, ibe, scott, vicki, edna, estella!!!, ms idle, aves, crayon, justin, sin and most of my favorites list. this isn't the entire list, just the people that have either directly or indirectly helped me out. this might not be the end of meganlala, but i think this diary's time has past. thanks for reading, thanks for everything, for making believe that i am worth more than what i had, and for making me aware that i have worth. wow. anyway, my email will still work, although, should you want a better response, fernlala AT bigpond DOT com will get that for you. once again, thanks to all. jax, lins & scott, would love to keep up with you all most of all. i'm back, after having a nice cry at admitting this is really finished. hurt more than i thought i guess. likely i'll be back with excessively sporadic updates, but don't hold your breath. 9:16 pm - Thursday, Jan. 08, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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