meganlala's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- dangerous diaryland i know what it is. the itching. i have an invisible rash. obviously. so, following that to it's logical conclusion, i need some invisible antihistamine cream. it is a side effect of zyban, the wonder drug. i read somewhere that the itching is actually an allergy to the main ingredient in zyban, and you only get this side effect once you have a certain amount of the drug built up in your system. i hit that level 5 days ago. the dill has hives, which is the other manifestation of this particular side effect. he can't understand why i think hives are better than an invisible rash. i'll tell you why. because with hives, you can see what you're scratching at, and people don't think you're going crazy. i look like a total mental case. i am scratching like a minda. on the positive side, even though i've only been having one zyban a day for the last few days, i don't feel like smoking. which is handy. but tomorrow, i probably will, as it will have been three days since my last cigarette, and the pattern dictates that i will. this time i will be strong, and i will say NO. i swear, i will find some will power somewhere, even if i have to buy it from the bargain box at cheap as chips. optical mouse, by the way, is evil. and here's a tip for better living: don't look directly into the red light of the optical mouse. it hurts. hardly anyone on my buddies list has updated. matt has, and he is still employed, which is good. winterjones is away from her desk today, doing real work and there by letting the slacker team down. myroom and schizogirl are missing in action. as is givenocredit. probably fell into the sea again. fallsapart is still going strong. look at all the links. it's so pretty. the unicorned one and i have the new yahoo messenger, and you can have a fishtank in the back ground. it is very cool. it's all good. i like being at work typing diary entries, it brings the risk factor into it. makes it dangerous. 10:18 am - 01/10/2001 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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